No Reason

As I sit here at the computer contemplating on what I want to write about, it came to me that I don’t need a reason to write. I can just write because it is therapeutic for me. I can just write to get out whatever is in my head at the moment. I can just write because I can. No need to have some lesson I feel I needed to learn and get out to the world. No need to feel that I have to share some dark secrets from my past. I just really wanted to sit down and write because first, I made a promise to myself that I would do this at least once a week and that is a promise I will keep. Writing is also starting to feel good to me. It was something I would constantly say I couldn’t do because I thought I sucked at it. I mean I did almost fail English class one year. *insert major side eye* I am learning that writing doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be genuinely you. Instead of me constantly telling myself that I cannot do this, I will do this no matter how bad my writing may be…right now. We all know that practice makes perfect! I know that if I continue to sit down and write every week like I plan, my blogs will just get better and better. Maybe one day I will  streamline what it is I want to talk about weekly but more than likely, I won’t. I know a lot of bloggers have particular subjects they like to write about, but for me, I just like to go wherever the spirit within takes me. Some weeks I may want to talk about my journey to the stage, other weeks I may want to talk about my spiritual journey and the shifts my life has taken, and then there may be weeks when I just want to vent about what I am going through in my marriage, as a mom, boss, daughter, and just Keyonna. This blog is just me sharing myself with the world in the best way I can. Sometimes life feels like it is going and has no rhyme or reason, so I am just going to go with the flow of life and love myself throughout every lesson and blessing. Life isn’t perfect, and I plan on sharing all of the ups and downs of mine with you here. I hope you decide to log in weekly to see what part of the journey I have been prompted to share with you. Some of it may make you want to laugh, cry, shout, and just want to hug someone, but it will be all real and all me. You may hate my writing, but I guarantee if you hang in there with me, you will begin to love it as you see me grow weekly. If this is your first time reading my blog, feel free to go back and read the few I have already written and let me know what you think. If you have been keeping up with me thus far, THANK YOU! I hope that you are enjoying what you are reading and will continue to come back to see what more I have going on in this head of mine. See you all next week or maybe sooner if something is placed in my spirit to share. 🙂

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